like a golden brown halo

I don't believe in anything.

2009-04-16T14:01:24Z

once I'm done with my fucking exams and have more time on my hands, I'll probably update a line or two or maybe just find a life or something. Probably. it's such a nice word because it doesn't really mean anything.

here's a little heart for you

2009-04-05T03:54:49Z

what's been up you ask? well nothing much except that i'm feeling silly crazy right now. aaah, i'm finally done with the final ass due tomorrow and exams are in 2 weeks. help? need to start shoving my face with notes and of course still get my daily or weekly (whatevs) dosage of you. lol. anyhoos, i'm losing interest in this page. i might be leaving, for real now. but we'll see how it goes. hmmmm, can't wait for later. so have an awesome day babies. tata

I've given all I can but it's not enough

2009-03-28T06:38:07Z

all the way in causeway point because miss cockeyed here got the words jumbled up.
loved it and it stayed rather closely to the book. anyhoos, back to the books.
i can't afford to digress again. my life resumes in two days :)
and please, no more shocking attacks. my tiny tiny heart can't take all these.

take what you need and be on your way

2009-03-27T00:35:26Z

what if people have to leave?

nehneh

2009-03-25T15:24:31Z

i'm just so fucking prissy right now, it kinda burst my bubble just for awhile. i've been waiting endlessly (and hopelessly) for your fucking email just so that i can start from where i left off. this is so annoying! waiting and not knowing what the fuck is gonna happen. ugh! someone please throw me a rope already. i am dying inside. it's wearing off (kinda) and i don't know what to do.

take my arms that might reach you

2009-03-21T08:47:43Z

every day, I'm away from you shakes me up inside i wanna be near you. know that you are here lying just next to me how happy we'd both be. it's weathers like these that make me think of you so much. yesterday was simply amazazing :) i don't know how long i can last this way.

we're best friends!

2009-03-18T02:56:06Z

hey I'm at work right now and it's cold. I just can't seem to function. it could be due to the weather or....I dono? I have so many things piling up in front of my nose but all i seem to be doing is stone, daydreaming and smile. yeah I smile a great deal nowadays I think I'm crazy. And I'm sick too, my throat's itchy and I can't breathe properly. But I'm ok though. Wait, actually I'm more than okay. I'm feeling awesome and I just can't wait to be done with work. Bye kitties!

give me your heart and your soul

2009-03-14T16:14:47Z

i don't know what's more awesome than having someone sing your favouritest song in the entire universe for you (quite literally) as a birthday present. there are definitely so many things to do. i swear i'll ride the singapore flyer, do the cable car even if i fall like a million feet down and just go crazy. i'm sorry i go really meh and yah hor. it's just so amazing right now i just feel very weird. like i don't deserve this. but you know i do right?

me and you

2009-03-08T17:36:06Z

how do you know
if you've crossed the freaking line
that you've drawn over and over again?

try not to think about me too much

2009-03-08T09:02:26Z

imagine heroes and jumper put together. seriously the sole reason in watching this would be the cute cast. camilla belle is super cute though her role doesn't require much talking. i didn't like the movie too much and it was a toss between my bloody valentine but they didn't have it in 3d. 2 movies in a row!

this sucked too. i just don't get the storyline and i think i fell asleep like parts of it. gee. wandered around right after like up till 2 plus am until my sis lied that my parents were home already. everything's been awesomely awesome. anyways procrastination has got to stop. 2 assignments due in 2 weeks so goodbye now. have a swell sunday :)

silver sunlight

2009-03-07T04:49:57Z

i waited for a thousand years
for you to come and blow me off my mind

gumdrops and funny bunnies

2009-03-05T14:48:26Z

can i just scream!! i averaged an A for my freaking HRM paper!!! AAAAAHHHH. im so eggcited and grateful i feel like kissing someone! a good start but there's still econs to worry about! so skipped class halfway to get myself the gucci bag!! i couldnt even wait one second, what more a week if i get my friend to buy it overseas for me!! NYEH. so basically it's a happy post!! ogay i can sleep happy now. goodnight world!! :) x 1000

i still adore you, but in a different way

2009-03-03T17:01:10Z

this year's birthday was awesome and low-key, no fanciful celebrations but i'm happy. that's all that matters right? ALOT of random incidents and you are so right cos random is goood. beats routined anytime. i had four cakes this year i almost died finishing every single one of them. anyhoos, i need a bag.

OR

OR

bye babies!

sum to all your parts

2009-03-01T04:02:00Z

"To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't
leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about
winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you
appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go
isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave
emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up.
Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is
to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having
an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is learning
and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the
experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.
It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will
soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change,
and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is
realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free."

and a happy birthday to me.

A deserted car park not even a date

2009-02-28T07:59:25Z

i'm sorry i get uncomfortable when people get too close. kelvin's wedding yesterday and they surprised me with another cake. aww. love you girls. and the weather's making it so hard for me to function. not anticipating, but i hope it won't suck either. so bye babies.

without giving anything away

2009-02-23T13:20:47Z

I didn't know if you wanted to,

When I came to pick you up.
But you didn't even hesitate,
And now you and me are on our way.
I think I've brought everything we need,
So don't look back,
Don't think of the other places you should have been
It's a good thing that you came along with me

you're more than in my head

2009-02-21T10:06:58Z

i'm feeling pretty awesome right now. weekend is on to a good start (: i guess god does make you in duplicates after all. hurrr. so i guess this is your long-overdue goodbye. do me this one last favour. go and never come back.

I still need you but I don't want you now

2009-02-14T18:30:14Z

February is really something. Caught the curious case of benjamin button. I felt that it was rather nice although a tad too draggy at the beginning. I'm sorry u started to (almost) doze off halfway. The strawberries weren't fresh and we had to put up with roses, bears and the works. Basically, today was just a bad day to head out. We were super pissed with the throngs of people but hey, it was a saturday, what were we expecting? So gg is finally in my hands and I'm feeling happy actually. That's good right? I have school in approximately seven hours so I'd better catch some sleep. My dad's finally back so we are prolly gonna have a family day or some shit. Yay I love family days cos usually dad pays. Especially since I lost my wallet and had to block all my cards. So no withdrawals and I'm forced to live on credit. Nyeh. Nonetheless, I hope u had fun. Goodnight now kitties.

exploring mixed emotions

2009-02-11T16:13:53Z

you can only push a girl away for so long, until she walks out of your life.
So be careful and make sure this is what you want ,
beacause once she turns around, she isn't coming back.

Received a rather unexpecting news this morning. lol. seriously it's been what, seven years?
we've grown up and moved on. so we're really really cool now. gee is it so hard for some peace and quiet?
school tomorrow. ugh what a drag. bah!

start a brand new colony

2009-02-09T13:45:19Z

I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold

If you'll let me.

Where is the heart of the matter?

2009-02-04T15:52:33Z

awwww. how can anyone be this hot? it's insane. i was supposed to get my ass glued to the books but as usual, procrastination at its best.

yay!

2009-02-03T16:05:47Z

i promise this'll be the last time.

high

2009-02-02T15:37:22Z

i need to go out more oftenly, meet new people and take more photos. i feel so redundant right now i cant even put it in words. you're like a fresh of breath air, but i need more. you'll be surprised to know how much i know about you. i need to eat less cos bones are sexy. i need to spend less and i need a freaking dress. i need ray guns and i need a vacation. i have to start on my ass(ignment) but i just can't the drive to start something new. i need a life. i need you. i'm sleepy.

put the sun back into my heart

2009-01-30T17:38:21Z

i'm feeling okay. excited actually, to say the least.
maybe we're looking for the same thing?

ride of your life

2009-01-25T05:05:32Z

i made it home in one piece last night with three lives in my hands. drove around last night in an attempt to get familiar with roads umm nearby my estate and such, first time without my mum beside me, before heading to simpang for dinner. it's been like months i last stepped into that place. the usual maggie goreng sucked, what a disappointment. time to find a new favourite, time for a change. after numerous bitchfits and bitchings, we drove around again. this time to sengkang area so that i can drive to christine's house this tuesday for cny dinner or some shit, but i doubt that'll happen cos i already forgotten the route anyways. and i made my debut in uturning (a big deal considering the size of the car) !! we were screaming cos an oncoming cab was approaching BUT luckily i made it! i'm a sucky driver i know. then i made a wrong turn again and drove in circles. HAHAHAHA! besides that, not much damage was done to the car. except one tiny part where i grazed a kerb, but we'll pretend nothing happen. on a totally different note, no more facebooking or msning on my phone. i just died seeing my handphone bill :( have a good week and gxfc :):)